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wow- 17 jillion years have passed.... [Feb. 3rd, 2007|02:31 pm]
[mood | silly]

So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool.
7. Side comments have a *.

Opening Credits
Best of What's Around- DMB

Hey my friend, it seems your eyes are troubled.
Care to share your time with me?
Would you say you're feeling low and so
A good idea would be to get it off of your mind?

See you and me have a better time than most can dream
Have it better than the best
So can pull on through
Whatever tears at us, whatever holds us down
And if nothing can be done
We'll make the best of what's around.


Waking Up
Santeria- Sublime

What I really wanna know, my baby
what I really wanna say, I can't define
Well it's love that I neeeeeed, oh, oh
My soul will have to wait 'til I get back


First Day At School
Gone Daddy Gone- Gnarls Barkley
*haha it says High School. tehe

Beautiful girl love ya dress
High school smiles oh yes
Beautiful girl love ya dress
Where she is now I can only guess


Falling in Love
Everything You Want- Vertical Horizon

I am everything you want, I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you that you wish you could be
I say all the right things at exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you, and I don't know why


Fight Song
This Aint A Scene- Its an Arms Race

I am an arms dealer,
Fitting you with weapons in the form of words.
And don't really care which side wins,
As long as the room keeps singing.
That's just the business I need.

Breaking Up
Dead!- My Chemical Romane

And if your heart stops beating
I'll be here wondering
Did you get what you deserve?
The ending of your life
And if you get to heaven
I'll be here waiting, babe
Did you get what you deserve?
The end, and if your life won't wait
Then your heart can't take this

Prom
Anna Molly- Incubus

Wait, there is a light
There is a fire illuminated attic
Fate, or something better I could care less
Just stay with me a while
Wait, there is a light there is a fire defragmenting the attic
Fate, or something better I could care less
Just stay with me a while


Mental Breakdown
Anthem of our Dying Day- Story of the Year

The stars will cry
the blackest tears tonight
this is the moment that i live for
i can smell the ocean air
here i am pouring my heart onto these rooftops
just a ghost to the world
thats exactly, exactly what i need

Driving
Where the Party At- Jagged Edge

The party where you at so let me know
Dont be trippin when you see us in the club
Just show a little love
Represent your side like me


Flashback
Hurts So Good- John Mellencamp

Sink your teeth right through my bones, baby
Let's see what we can do
Come on and make it

Hurt so good
Come on baby, make it hurt so good
Sometimes love don't feel like it should
You make it hurt so good


Getting Back Together
Culo- Pitbull ft. Lil John
* uhhhh, yeah...

Ahora que si, esa jevita esta enterita tiene tremendo CULO!
esta tan linda, esta tan rica, tiene tremendo CULO!
que rica chiquita, pero que importa si tiene tremendo CULO!
Has me el favor y meneate chica tienes tremendo CULO!


Wedding Song
We Fly High- Jim Jones
*ok now this is just getting silly

(I wear a mean dark pair of shades
And you can't see my eyes unless my head is bent, you dig)

We fly high, no lie, you notice(BALLIN')
Foreign rides, outside, its like showbiz (We in the building)
We stay fly, no lie, and you notice (BALLIN')


Birth of a Child
Freebird- Lynard Skynard

Bye, bye, baby it's been sweet love, yeah, yeah.
Though this feeling i cant change.
But please don't take it so badly,
'Cause the Lord knows I'm to blame.
But if I stayed here with you girl,
Things just couldn't be the same.
Cause I'm as free as a bird now,
And this bird you cannot change

Final Battle
Show Me What You Got- Jay-Z
*hahaha WAVE!

Show me what you got lil momma
Show me what you got pretty lady
Show me what you got Shawty
Show me what you got Baby

Hands up and wave, wave, wave and wave


Death Scene
Storm Comin- Gnarls Barkley

There's truth in the thunder
Love in the lightning
The feeling is frightening
But isn't it exciting?
I'm something like stormy weather
If I weren't we'd never
Huddle together
Do I have to tell ya
That I'm also the sunlight
That shines shortly after
I just rain cause I have to
On to other chapters
I wish you lots of laughter
Til the next time you see me
Just remember you need me

Funeral Song
No Letting Go- Wayne Wonder

No Lettin Go
No Holding Back
Because You are my lady
When Im with you its all of that
Girl Im so glad we made it

End Credits
Right Thurr- Chingy
*(figures)

Girl why you dat right thurr she so bad im costly getting calls from da
mayorrrr
I though of a rabbit the way she bouncing fo thurr curr (crew)
Her man defendin her like a lawyer so bewarr
So dudes be handcuffin but dirrty dat aint farr
I wanna bet she got da Bomb like a terrriosy
She wit it i'll hit it though but I aint thinking bout marrrriage
I love these honeyes might as well call me Papa Bearrr
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So lazy [Jul. 18th, 2006|01:22 am]
[mood | frustrated]
[music |The Secrets In The Telling- Dashboard Confessional]

I feel like I should write something just cuz I havent in somewhat forever. Dont worry... it wont be what I thought of Dead Mans Chest. :-P
SO summer is going super fast and I wish it was a lot longer. I realized today that I'd be perfectly happy if it could just always be summer. People complain bout the heat and stuff, but there are lots of ways to deal with that, and just the feeling of summer itself is so good. Especially cuz my car totally helps that. And I love the beach. And no school. ANd *insert any summer activity here*. U get the point.

Other than that- Im still slightly a mess. Ive come to the conclusion the twat hasa gotta be better than me somehow because if not- this whole thing doesnt make sense AT ALL. not even gonna get into that. It jus hurts. blah.

and DAMMIT U PPL WE NEED TO HANG OUT! gah. we can all converge in smithtown i swear its a cool place. hehe
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welllll THERES a surprise [Jul. 1st, 2006|01:19 am]
[mood | chipper]
[music |Hips dont lie? lol]

Your 2006 Summer Anthem Is

Hips Don't Lie by Shakira

"I'm on tonight
You know my hips don't lie
And I'm starting to feel it's right
All the attraction, the tension
Don't you see baby, this is perfection"



All the attraction, the tension
Don't you see baby, this is perfection.

hmmmm- no it IS NOT. ahhh so frustrate-y!!! what is there even to say?? nothing!!!

besides perhaps...
"ELizabeth, those clothes dont suit you at all. It should be a dress or nothing! ...I just happen to have no dress in my cabin."

ONE WEEK WOOOO hahaha so dorkyyyyy
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Baseless hopes? [Jun. 22nd, 2006|11:27 pm]
[mood | relaxed]
[music |Im Feeling You- The Wreckers and Santana]

Sometimes having too much time to think isn't the best thing. I had 2 days off in a row. I got to relax and do absolutely nothing which is awesome, but it also leaves a lot of room to think about things. Some things you wish were different. How to change them though is the problem.

Anyways- we finished the new room in our house so I can finally have people over without disturbing everyone in the world. so expect to be coming over soon peoples. As soon as wedding season is over hahahahaha. (in case u didnt know.... it slows down considerably after the 4th of July lol).

Dead Mans Chest: TWO WEEKS!!!! cant waitttt haha im a huge dork. :-)


What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort.

You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds.

You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself.

Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now.

For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.





hahahaha O come on now. I am SO larger than life. everybody knows it. lmao yeah riiiiiight
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well i guess that was a given.... [Jun. 12th, 2006|06:02 pm]
[mood | happy]
[music |Champagne Supernova- Oasis]

Your Inner European is Italian!

Passionate and colorful.
You show the world what culture really is.


not a lot goin on really. been living at the watermill. last night, after being at work almost all of friday saturday and sunday, i was SO TIRED and pretty much at that point where i was jus sayin things that had no relevance to anything, and laughing at everything. it was like delirium. it was great. interesting no? quite.

anyways- cant take all the rain and not summery weather. que mala. no me gusta tanto lluvia. NECESITO IR A LA PLAYA!!!!

o well. im off today (miracle of miracles). so im trying to do as little as possible. Mybe I'll watch my favorite mooooovie (PotC any1?) bc the second one comes out in THREE WEEKS yesssss

(know how i kno U gay?) lol
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Tranquilo mami [Jun. 9th, 2006|02:35 am]
[mood | hyper]
[music |Ms New Booty- Bubba Sparxx (hahaha)]

mi telefono se caye en la agua de papas. (my fone fell in the potato water). As much as that sounds like im inept at spanish... im not. lol thats what i meant to say. Bc my fone did indeed fall in what one would most likely call potato water. At work, they cut up potatoes into a huge bin filled with water on the floor. My fone somehow leapt in there. And so we had to say bye to clyde. we barely knew him. (we didnt even know his name was clyde til after he was gone..... cuz thas when ally named him lol)

but i got a new prettier fone which can record ringtones (sooo cool) and has a pink case. sorry clyde. we had some good times, but its over.

now i gotta new dilemma tho. to go to prom or not? i mean.... it would be the nice thing to do, but it would be soooooo awkward i think. honestly i dont think id wanna go, but if i dont hes not gonna have a date at all, and thas sad. no matter who it is or how much u like or dislike them, its kineda embarrassing i guess. aargh. anybody have an opinion? im getting mixed results here. its so frustraaaaating

i need 2 bite some1... (whattt lol)
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well thats interesting... [Jun. 4th, 2006|01:56 am]
[mood | drained]
[music |One to the Right- Lucky Boys Confusion]

Your Love Style is Eros

For you, love is all about the passion!
And chances are, you're currently in love.
You have a strong physical response to love...
And you are great at committing
(As long as the person makes your toes curl!)


idk how true that is, but personally i think passion is a broader word than jus in the physical sense. Passion is strong emotion and drive, almost like letting ur heart take over and not stopping it from taking u in the direction u really wanna go even if ur mind is tellin u otherwise. Thas why its like... dangerous. Its almost uncontrollable. But it shows ur true feelings too. Without passion... ur not really living.
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(no subject) [Jun. 2nd, 2006|12:26 pm]
[mood | okay]
[music |Party to Damascus- Missy and Wyclef]

WHERES THE SUN!?!?!?! i need it to stay out long enough on a day im not working to allow me to go to the BEACH! grrrrr

yeah- workin mucho hours at the mill. Its wedding season baby. Which equals mucho dinero for a bridal attendant such as myself if I do my job well. I think Im gonna have more money than Paris Hilton soon. And then Im gonna buy her stupid pink motorcycle and throw it off a cliff. (idk y- jus sounds like fun). Not like she can ride it anyway.

My bday was absolutely awesome- thanks kids. pics on my webshots (Sonrisa22). Theyre def worth a laugh. I do wanan go out with every1 for my bday tho, like not to a bar lmao. SO much work makes that hard tho. maybe soon.

SO still caught up in my little catch 22 here. I know what I want, I can get what I want... yet... I shouldnt want it, and if I get it Im gonna feel bad. and that little false hope that itll end up ok is still there in the back of my mind yet I def KNOW thas not real. woo. thas fun.

prob doesnt make much sense either.
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sweeeeeet [May. 12th, 2006|12:26 pm]
[mood | curious]
[music |Who I am Hates Who I've Been- Reliant K]

Los examenes finales estan terminados y estoy liberado para el verano!!! ohh summer... i love summer. makes me all sorts of happy just thinkin about it. prob would be even better if it stopped being all rainy and cold and gross, but i can be patient. (hehe yeahhhhh right)

sooo this summer promises lots of catching up with my loves (ahem some concerts in the near future!), mucho beach time, fun parites, crazy birthday celebrations (like a million), the beach, 6 hr trips to 6 flags (hehe), sleepovers, the beach, wendys picnics, crazy nights out, looong runs... o yeah did i mention the beach? ...and work but who wants to think about that? lol

allys away at NCAA champinoships and i hope thats goin awesome and she figures stuff out soon bc i hate being confused myself and i kno it sux and im here for ya love.

as for myself. im a lil interested to see how tonight goes. ill say more tomorro maybe. i think im actually a lil nervous! weeeird. lol pz kids
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(no subject) [May. 3rd, 2006|01:38 pm]
[mood | silly]
[music |Firestarter- Progidy]

Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 6 weird
facts/things/habits about yourself, saying who tagged you. In the end you need
to choose the 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag
backs.

Tagged by [info]smartz2586

1. im a total perfectionist, but i get bored with stuff about halfway through, so ill finish something til i think its exactly right, but ill HATE doing it and most likely complain the whole time. (haha im like a lil paradox in myself no?)

2. when i do any kind of exercise with reps, i count in japanese. its lik embedded in my head to do that from all the years of karate and i completely do it without thinking.

3. im all sorts of double jointed and flexible to the point where its gross. (well I dont think its gross but im told it is) hehe

4. if i really like a book or movie ill read/watch it five or six times at least... but if you asked me to summarize it i still wouldnt be able to.

5. i hate every song the first time i hear it. no matter how much i end up loving it later. (i think thats called cynicism haha)

6. i name random things. usually spanish names. my calculator in HS was named alejandro. nuff said.

6 1/2. (bc i didnt wanna steal kevins- its almost like it)- i love driving in my car only when im by myself and i can go really fast and sing at the top of my lungs. im pretty sure ppl around me must think im crazy when i drive hehe.


hokay soooo ill tag:
[info]lilmissally01
[info]live_for_speed
[info]blueeyess
[info]romeo_
[info]myescape
[info]lil_stargazer_
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well aint that cute [Apr. 28th, 2006|09:25 pm]






what is your strong point ( 7 results + pics)




beauty. you are a really beautiful girl and you love your friends and family. your beauty shines from whitin your hart and on the outside your absolutly stunning. though you sometimes use your body to get want you want you dont always need to do that. a kind hart is already good enough. you probably have the boys swirming around you and your very popular.
Take this quiz!








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(no subject) [Apr. 28th, 2006|08:59 pm]
[mood | jealous]
[music |But Its Better If You Do- Panic! at the Disco]

~*OHHHHH isnt this, exactly where you'd like me, I'm exactly where you'd like me you know...

PrAyInG fOr LoVe and PaYiNg In NaIvEtY oh*~


yeahhhhh this has gotta stop. its ridiculous.
no worries tho. its all good i kno what i gotta do.

ill be fine

(if i dont rip my heart out so i dont hafta feel it)

12 days til summmmmmer!! Thank God- i think we all need it.
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(no subject) [Apr. 26th, 2006|09:02 am]
[mood | stressed]
[music |Heard Em Say- Kanye West (bc i was thinkin bout forever lo)]

This is how it works: Comment on this entry & I will give you a letter. Write ten words beginning with that letter in your journal, including an explanation what the word means to you and why, and than pass out letters to those who want to play along. Mommy... i mean, ummm... Mary hehe gave me the letter F! so heeeeere we go...

1.Francisco!- ...thats fun to say! lol one of my favorite lines from Elf, which consequently got me the name of my car. (sometimes I like to call him Frankie for short lol)

2. Finding Nemo- such a fun movie~ gotta love the disney magic lmao. especially how they always manage to jus sneak in those lil impt morals and life lessons like real love, and simplicity (Dory hehe), and happiness and stuff. all of which leads me to the next 1...

3.Funny- ppl dont appreciate laughter enough. u gotta be able to find humor in almost anything or life can really look sucky. trust me- when ur really low, sometimes u need to step back and find something really funny that can help you get outta a crappy mood. no matter how bad things may seem- its always a little less dismal when u can still laugh

4.Fred- of Fred and George of course. lol gotta love them bc a)theyre twins like me and chris, b) theyre like the cool older bros every1 would love to have, and c) their tricks and jokes are awesome and everything they say is classic lol

5.Fast- one of the best feelings ever is the wind flyin by ur face as ur running fast as u can. u ppl kno wut i mean. nuff said.

6.Friend- I have no idea wut i would do without my friends. ive said it lots of times, but u guys have helped me thru dome of the worst things, and stood by me when i prob didnt even deserve it. my best friend knows more about me than i think i even do lol bc i trust her enough for that. Im fortunate enough to have ppl in my life who are true friends not jus aquaintances and i love you guys

7.Family- so so so so important too. i think ur family makes u grow a lot bc ur stuck with em lol. not like friends u can choose... u get who u get as family. everytime im with all my fam i look around and jus laugh bc there are quite a few interesting characters in my family, but i wouldnt trade them for anything.

8.Flip Flops- sure sign of my absolute favorite time of the year... SUMMER. flip flops jus make you think of the beach, and hangin out with no worries, and having fun with you favorite ppl, and jus the freedom that summer always means when ur a kid. (and/or a teacher lol). and theyre jus always fun to wear. hehe

9.Full Chorus Practice- (ok i kno this 1s retarded but i had to throw it in) Full Chorus practices were always the most fun ever. it meant the concert was almost coming, and even tho BJ was all sorts of stressed out and mad, we got to dance and sing our fav songs, and see all our friends from the other sections! and laugh at the boys... cuz that was a favorite pasttime of mine and marys lol. what can i say i was a dork i loved chorus it was my fave class ever lol

10.Forever- its one of those words that every1 throws around and doesnt think about what it really means. Like u cant just say ill love you forever in some passing way. Unless u really mean u will never stop. Its FOREVER. Only a few things last forever. SO therefore they gotta really mean somethin.
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ok ur weiwd [Apr. 17th, 2006|08:48 pm]
[mood | guilty]
[music |What You Know About That?- T.I.]

last night an old friend tried to talk to me again. Albeit (yeah i know big word) unsuccessfully, jus knowing that he tried menat a lot. It hurts thinking some1 very impt to you doesnt want u in their life anymore- which was def how it felt the past few months. I wonder how much has changed. I know things never stay the same, or just as you want them, but I wonder to what extent everything will be different.
Guess we'll see.

I know I've changed sinced I last saw him. Made some mistakes, learned from them, made a few more... but overall I think I'm movin toward better things.

Besides the whole... inevitably moving straight towards getting my heart broken. yeah thas probably not good. But I can't see how to stop it from happening. Its IMPOSSIBLE. I guess its just one of those things that you hafta let happen even though u know its bad, but maybe it'll make u stronger later. And maybe you'll have some memories of the good parts to look back on too.

I know Saturday was one of those good memories I'm gonna remember.
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i steal things from kevin. [Apr. 16th, 2006|02:38 pm]
[mood | tired]
[music |none im supposed to be downstairs Eastering]

mostly bc he taught me how. but i stil lhave no shoelace. go figure. hehe anyway- survey thingy.... o but first i must say- DANE COOK last night was amaaaaaazing!!! we had so much fun. and the limo ride made up for the shitty time at prom that we're not gonna discuss now. but i digress. hehe

Best, Worst, Last, First, Today, Tomorrow, Favorites, Currently and Random...

b e s t
1. Male friend: Chris (its a twin thing lol)
2. Female friend: Ally
3. Vacation: do 6 hr tours to 6 flags count?
4. Age: not 19. 19 is like nothing good. 17 was cool.
5. Memory: i think last night may have taken the award. Dane Cook is awesome. so is getting an excursion limo when u were only supposed to get a lil 6 pasenger 1. o yeah.

w o r s t
1. Time of day: that part of class where u get ADD and are like GET ME OUTTA HERE
2. Day of the week: hahahaha idk thurs? i dont really mind any
3. Food: tripe. we serve it at the mill and jus lookin at it makes me sick.
4. Memory: ugh we're not gettin into it.

l a s t
1. Person you saw: my mom
2. Talked: chris
3. Hugged: adam
4. Text: *tear* - i still dont have it back
5. IM: ally

t o d a y
1. What are you doing now: filling out a survey
2. Wearing: pretty easter kinda clothes
3. Better than yesterday: not possible.

t o m o r r o w
1. Is: Mondayyyyyyyy hahahahaha
2. Got any plans: oh- u dont NEED plans for mondays lol
3. Goal: idk? im not really plannin on accomplishing anything much haha
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: ummm school?

f a v o r i t e
1. Number: 2
2. Song: at the moment im enjoying "Lying is the Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Off Her Clothes" the title makes me giggle too.
3. Color: aqua
4. Season: summer ALL THE WAY- u kno.... Top down... chrome spinnin. hehehe

c u r r e n t l y
1. Missing someone: yes
2. Mood: tired
3. Wanting: to start eating candy cuz lent is over

r a n d o m
Are you a cuddler? big time

Are you a morning person? once im awake yeah
Are you a perfectionist? yeah

Are you an only child? no

Are you currently in pajamas? no i wish

Are you currently pregnant? no

Are you currently suffering from a broken heart? no im heading steadily in that direction tho

Are you okay at styling other people's hair? uh if i had to

Are you left handed? all the time

Are you addicted to my myspace? no- its fun tho from time to time

Are you online 24/7? nope

Are you very shy around the opposite gender at first? nah i dont think so... i can be quiet in general til i really know ya tho

Are you paranoid at times? nah i wrry a lot tho

Do you currently regret something that you have done? yes unfortunately

When you get mad do you curse frequently? yeah but i rarely really mean it haha

Do you enjoy country music? sometimes

Do you enjoy jazz music? nope

Do you enjoy smoothies? mmmmm

Do you enjoy talking on the phone? not for prolonged periods of time

Do you have a cell phone? yeah

Do you have a hard time paying attention at school? absolutely i get bored like THAT

Do you have a hidden talent? yeah its a seeecret hahahahaha

Do you have a lot to learn? yes

Do you have a pet? yep cigi!!! mah doggy

Do you have a secret that you are ashamed to reveal? nah i dont think i have a secret at all lol ally knows everything hehe

Do you have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" guy/girl?" yessss apparently

Do you have all your grandparents? 3

Do you have at least one brother/sister? 1 bro

Have you been to another country? no.

Have you been to Europe? nope i want to tho

Have you been told that you are smart? yes

Have you been told that you have an unusual sense of humor? no?

Have you broken a bone? no

Do you have Caller I.D. on your phone? yes

Have you changed a diaper? yeah

Have you changed a lot over the past year? in some ways i guess

Do you have friends who have never seen your natural hair color? nope

Have you had major/minor surgery? jus on my teeth

Have you killed another person? no

Have you had your hair cut within the last week? no

Have you had the cops called on you? nope

Have you kissed someone you knew you shouldn't? hay dios mio. lol yes indeed i have
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(no subject) [Apr. 14th, 2006|09:34 am]
[mood | excited]
[music |You Had A Bad Day- Daniel Powter]

DANE COOK IN ONE DAYYYYYY!!!!!!!!! ok i had to get that out. phew. im fine now. anyeays- not much goin on around here really- ppl are home for easter which is great except its already goin by too fast. oh and ive ben havin like the WERIDEST dreams ever lately. (ask ally she'll tell u- theyre very strange haha) ...but at least theyre not about crabs wearing loafers. I kinda wanna know what they mean haha o well. I think its a bit that i miss my high school ppls. Cuz all the dreams have something to do with st a's. Even the ppl i didnt like were in them!....and the ones i miss the most but cant do anythin bout that.

i dont really feel like writing a lot now soooooo thats all pz
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"So if you're looking for a little more romance, put on your red underpants." [Apr. 6th, 2006|10:08 am]
[music |But its Better If You Do- Panic! at the Disco]

any1 else find that funny? idk maybe its jus me lol

Your Lucky Underwear Is Red

You're confident and bold, and your lucky red underwear will only make you more sure of yourself.
You have a great zest for life, and you tend to take on impossible goals - and succeed.

When it comes to love, it's hard for you to take the time to open up. You're too busy conquering the world.So if you're looking for a little more romance, put on your red underpants.
And see where their passion takes you!


ok that was fun now excuse me while i go freak out about my spanish presentation that ill b doing in an hour. AHHHHH

o u want a real update? u dont even wanna know. i dont even know right now.
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(no subject) [Mar. 30th, 2006|11:09 pm]
[mood | numb]
[music |Lying is the Most Fun a Girl Can Have...-Panic! at the Disco]

o ok so let me try this AGAIN after my comp shut off twice. cuz its fun like that.

i havent written in a bit, mayb jus bc ive been tryin to straighten out stuff about myself, every1 around me, and life in general. i was thinkin b4, about how ppl have this fear of bein alone. like they always have to be around some1 else, or at least talking to others. maybe its bc our society made us that way, like we hafta be in contact at every single moment, jus bc we have the opportunity now, with all the technology that wasnt available b4 and stuff.
Idk maybe im marginalizing myself here, but i dont go along with that whole idea. like im not afraid of bein by myself. i actually like it every once in a while. gives me a chance to jus relax, or think bout things uninterrupted. (bc we all know how easily i can get distracted with anything). sometimes ppl think its weird i guess- like theyre all like "y are u never online?" i guess its jus how i am- im really a quiet person at heart, and i dont need to be talkin all the time. i kinda think when u do talk to some1 then, its a lil more meaningful. idk its hard to explain but yeah.

plus mayb thas the reason i dont like to talk so much when i have a problem. either i like figuring things out myself, i dont wanna wrry ppl about things, or thas jus my personality. when im upset im kinda reclusive and quiet. but i think its ok to be like that. every1s different. and i know (now) when its important to be open with ppl. so dont wrry, its all good.

ok yeah thas all. love u ppl.
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hmmmm [Mar. 15th, 2006|02:16 am]
[mood | content]
[music |all my life- K-Ci and JoJo]

So I realized if someone didnt know me and they just read my lj they would def think i have major mood swings. like i only update when im feeling particularly content or thoughtful or need to let off some steam. haha o well. w/e idc- u ppl know me well enough to kno im not crazy (sometimes)

anyway- things are good. fun night out with some very nice guys who have quite a talent for making me smile lol.

so i was thinkin yesterday after i talked to ally, bout how some ppl are assholes and yet i dont see that in them. its been made painfully obvious that i give ppl too many chances to prove that they are good even when every1 else says def not. i think it just comes down to the fact that i really think that everybody is inherantly good somewhere within them.i guess i jus try to find that in ppl- doesnt always work but thas how i am.

so yeah- spring break soon- yay! and visiting chris! yay! and no ally and 2 research papers- boooooooooooooooo :-(

well ill get thru haha... ill miss u mami hehe

o yeah PS- DANE COOK IN ONE MONTH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
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:-( [Mar. 12th, 2006|02:08 am]
[mood | sad]
[music |none every1s sleepin so i g2 b quiet]

im very very sad right now. thas about it. 1 big part of my life is so changing and not for the better. :-(
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